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Chapter I: In The Light of Mourning

by Heiðinn

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bmurator Swedish Atmospheric Black Metal. This is a one man, Rasmus Rolling, project. Wonderfully & perfectly bleak atmospheres throughout! Rasmus can scream in such a raw way that you almost feel the blood in your veins freeze! This together with the nice melodies creates a fantastic contrast. It reminds me a little of Grift. The lyrics to "An Attempt to Feel" are really beautiful in a very dark way. Highly recommended!!! Favorite track: An Attempt to Feel.
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1.
In Delirium 05:10
My roots remain, To keep me sane, I lost my way, Ended up derailed, A journey, To the bitter end, I’m out of time, Holding my breath, My screams, Break the sky, Hear my endless cry, Into oblivion, I am dead, You are dead, We are dead, Dead inside, Hollowed eyes
2.
I can feel it, The intensive urge, Unnatural behavior, I can’t control myself anymore... It operates inside of me, It’s greater than me, I can’t, I cant, I cant Control it I am an abomination, A vicious life-form, Bred for chaos, With an unknown purpose, I exist through hate, An uncontrollable rage, Burning inside of me, Fueling my despair, Onward I search for the meaning of life, It burns, It burns
3.
Though my life has just begun, I whisper out a prayer to all undone, My soul, cold and full of regret, I accept the sickness I beget, I spread my broken wings and fly, Into the dark and unsafe sky, Knowing not if I will die, To the storm my life I give, I see no end, no horizon, Anxiety and fear are arising, The cold, dull rain burns my skin, A soothing calmness I find within
4.
Lost, forgotten, Living by myself, alone, In my inferno, Everything turns to coal Day after day, Year after year, Of emptiness Of nothingness, For the first time, I feel alive, After finding, What was lost, I’m back where I started, I slipped and fell, Right back into my hole, Into my private hell Day after day, Year after year, Of emptiness Of nothingness, For the first time, I feel alive, After finding, What was lost, Can I see, Or feel, I, Am, A fucking, Disaster
5.
A cold chill in the wind, Pitch black horizon, My body is aching, But the silent rain keeps falling, I appear missing, Together with the fallen leaves, This misery is killing me, As we slowly turn to dust, I feel like, A long forgotten memory, Gone astray in the dense woods, Lost in the middle of equilibrium, My feeble cries of help, Echoing across the earth, Into the ancestral halls, Of another shattered soul, But no one will ever answer, I’m forever cursed, To feel special to this point, To feel like I’m even real
6.
This silence, What happened? Why? Why am I lying there Helpless, So cold… This feeling, This cold floor, Lying there naked, Next to him, I scream inside, Trying to move my limbs, But my body won’t respond, This feeling, Liquid, touching my body, My jealousy, Is drowning me… I scream inside, I can see, This dark room, I can see, Where I fell, Lying there silently, It never ends, My cold skin, Slowly decaying, I am now... This silence, It never ends, I scream inside, It never ends, Slowly decaying, I am now, Married with death

about

A woman wakes up the day after committing suicide.
Mesmerized by the newly given chance of life she determines to not take this life for granted, and to live her dreams fully and complete. She travels the world and finds the love of her life in the place she least expected it. The couples admiration for each other is remarkable, and shortly after meeting they get married and start their own family.
The years pass. The love in the family turns gray when the mother finds out that her beloved husband has a mistress. Devastated and heartbroken she falls into the abyss that is a crippling depression and loses the connection to the real world. Hidden away in the comfort of her home, forgetting her friends and only child in the process. She slowly fades away, until the day when she resolves to end her suffering…

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released October 3, 2019

Music & production: Rasmus Rolling
Lyrics: Rasmus Rolling & Francois Charette
Vocals: Francois Charette
Design & artwork by Alireza Safaeian

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Heiðinn Halmstad, Sweden

Black metal from Halmstad, Sweden.

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